I'm walking away.

Time to part-ay! =)

It's nearing december and I can't wait to be back to my old ways. I guess that's what I needed right now, constant party and booze to make me love singlehood once again. I needed a change in atmosphere, to be anywhere but here. I want to be positive that things will fall back into place for me, maybe not now but i'm looking forward to it. maybe God is preparing me for something much much better, not necessarily love but things that can finally put a permanent smile to my face.

I miss the perky me.

I am going to miss everything that i am about to turn my back on. It's not my wish to do it, but i have to, to keep my sanity intact. It's about time to look for my own happiness. Most of the people I care for have found theirs, and it just sucks that i am not part of it. I may not be visible to them but they will always be a part of me and continue to cheer them on from afar.

Maybe goodbyes wasn't so bad after all. Maybe it was coined for something that has to end so that something better can enter the scene and make me feel contented with who I am.

Just scattered pieces of who I am. :))